January 27th, 1986 at 11:33pm - - -
I was born. It’s been 25 years since my mother’s life changed forever! hehe. As much as my Birthday is some form of a celebration of the birth of my awesome, it is also (for me anyways) a day to remember my mother and all that she has done for me!
I haven’t really written in a while - I guess tonight is a good night to write!
It’s 2:44am currently. I napped earlier, so I’ll be up for the night until I work which is super early today. The plan is to get breakfast after picking out a super cute outfit and making sure my hair is perfect today. :) haha.
I have this feeling of surreal about my birthday. I’m 25 today. It doesn’t feel any different then yesterday, or even three years ago - at what point do you wake up and feel older? Is that the point in which you are old? I wonder if I’ll have wrinkles in 3 years? 10 years? will I maintain my weight loss and keep my body in good shape? Where do my years of experience get me? I ask myself a lot of questions. I look back on Birthdays passed and think about what I’ve done and if they were truly fun and exciting - some were, some weren’t. Today my goal is to just enjoy every moment. Thank everyone for those moments. Smile a lot. Eat good food. Hug people that I love. And of course, drink some delicious long islands!
This is going to be the best day of 2011, so far. I can feel it. Do you ever just feel that energy in your body? It’s not even like I’m setting out to win the lottery, or buy a new car or something. I’m just planning to see everyone that is important to me - be that coworkers and friends! The only two people I won’t see that mean the world to me are my mother and Chris. She’s in Vegas, obviously - and he’s in the UK for his tour. BUT I am sure I will still talk to both of them! :)
So here’s to me. 25 years. I really feel like this year will be my best, personally. I have so many things I want to achieve this year. So many changes. So many adjustments. I am just truly blessed to have such an amazing support system standing beside me.
Love you all,
xoxo.
D.
