January 2010
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Writing my next chapter in life.
I know lately all my posts have been gushing about my worries, my excitement, my happiness… and this blog post is no different.
Don’t get me wrong though I have had my lows over the last month. My worries. My thoughts do get dark sometimes. With that being said it is also very true that Eddie reassures me of everything. He listens. He processes. He then gives his advice. He uplifts....
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“Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter...”
– Dr. Seuss
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“Things do not happen. Things are made to happen.”
– John F. Kennedy
Don’t Hang Up - Britney Spears
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“Be your best friend
Yeah I’ll love you forever
Up in the clouds
We’ll be...”
– Lady GaGa, “So Happy I Could Die”
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The Best Birthday Ever.
I find myself sitting here at 11:24pm reflecting on the last 24 hours. I also just thought about how 24 years ago on 11:33pm my mother had me. How her life and her life path changed, forever. I also reflect on my life and the path I was on, the path I am now, and how that affects me and everyone in between.
In the last month I have found something that has turned my life around. I’ve hit...
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Being 24.
It is my 24th Birthday today.
Being 24 so far feels like 23, but this year will be filled with continued change and amazing things. I spent the night before my Birthday with my best friends. It felt great being surrounded by people that I love. Simply amazing.
I’ll write more later but I am kinda drunk and hot and about to watch a scary movie with Eddie.
xoxo, Dusty
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Check Point! - My Mother is amazing!
This is going to be a night I remember for ever.
I had a two hour and three minute conversation with my mother. We shared things we hadn’t before. I am now closer to her than ever. It is an amazing feeling. We understand each other. We’re growing together. She sees that I am happy. I am so very very happy. She now knows me. All of me. The me that I just couldn’t say before. Gay....
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Another Check point; Best Friends, forever?
I have had my share of friends. I have had many that I hold close to my heart and consider best friends. When did it change? When does best friends forever become best friends or even just friends… and for a few nothing at all. I guess I am truly growing up and realizing how precious some of the moments in my life can be. How I value the people in my life; whatever their role is.
I’ve...
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“Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like...”
– Rihanna, “Rehab”
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Put it on a shelf with a label on it.
People want to put you on a shelf for display with their label for you on your jar. Usually they want to write on your label in bright red. Your jar is on that eye level shelf. That label is facing out. They smile. The lock you into some type, something… but what if you are not what they think. Don’t worry they already made up their mind and that label is there to stay.
The same goes...
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Life is full of all kinds of surprises!
Each day I am surprised. It’s refreshing. I smile. I think. I wonder. I dream. My dreams are full of color. I never know what is next. I keep thinking. I wonder why.
It all happens for a reason and one day I will know this reason and until that day I will wake up each morning smiling. I’ll wait for the text. I’ll smile throughout the day. I’ll leave knowing that you call...
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Bye 2009. Oh, Hello 2010.
It’s 2:10am Wednesday, January 6th. We’re closing in on the first week of 2010. So far my new year has been the best start of a new year, ever. I really am surprised at how this new year feels for me. Usually I don’t feel so many emotions at the start of a year like this. So many things have happened in this last week that has my head in a spin. So many great things.
It started...